I was 195 before the cycle. When I got sick, I ended up losing that 10 pounds, and some more. It wasn’t Dbol, I wasn’t a freak… 80mg EA would’ve made me look scary. I looked nice… I was already strong naturally, I just wanted that extra boost, which it did. Also, I continued the rest of my day today and I felt fine… it’s honestly all in my head .. Gotta learn how to control, but you’re right. I might end up cutting it off anyway and wait some years.
You really should try and follow these guys advice, most have been there and done that. They are trying to HELP you for FREE. I never really cycled so I can not give good advice on it, but if I did I would listen to these guys on here giving you sound, real life experience.