Muscley midget

Well I mean I just want to do my comp the safest way possible where my life isn’t going to be all messed up just from one comp if I choose to not continue as a hobby or MAYBE a profession… Now I no there is no safe way about it because either way there is that chance something could go wrong, if a trt dose is the only way of keeping my moods in check and my relationship healthy and my health doesnt suffer as much as what it might do if i dont do a trt dose then ill do it.

So tell me then, how do you cycle for the months leading up to a comp? So many people do comps does that mean that all those guys could potential be trt patients, seems a bit ridiculous.

My doses aren’t high at all typical cycle would be 500mg test a week and 200mg tren a week. I don’t like taking high doses don’t see the point, now here is the thing I’m currently training for my first ever comp in September and I have a very experienced person guiding me I’m doing 6 weeks on 4 off with no pct during the for weeks due to these reasons.
– My break isn’t long enough to fully recover its almost like what this the point of pct, could cause to much stress on my body. Due to such a short beak.
– my breaks a so short that I could do a trt dose during my break, but I don’t want to because I don’t like the idea of staying on for that long.

This is my first time using his approach and I’m not liking it what so ever……. What are your thoughts? Pervious cycle my pct was good and I had 3months plus breaks between cycles all most a year break and one point.

Plus I definitely don’t go out trying to fight or cause trouble I keep to myself quite a lot.

When I’m on I’m fine I don’t get cocky or walk around like a big c**** because that’s fkn stupid but when I’m off its when everything goes down hill paranoid about my partner controlling, antisocial and just being a royal cock. It’s quite overwhelming and thinking about quitting, if talking to a phyc doesn’t help, what do you think?