Dude…
I likely share the same challenge as you. Here’s the thing, you’ve got to turn it into an asset rather than a disability. Believe it or not, with your horomones shut down, even though you may not be physically energized, spiritually you’ll be inspired to explore cause your body is "calm" even disabled to a degree. Also, I learned about cycles in my life… juice was just a miBambcosm of that. I have financial highs, and lows, etc. If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s to enjoy every day and plan for life’s winters. I may be on TRT the rest of my life… but 50 more years really ain’t that long.